BoReD bUt CoMpLiCaTeD

dont wanna

2005-11-29T14:01:00.000-08:00

my new song dont wanna..

♥verse 1♥
dont wanna dont wanna dont wanna no
dont wanna face the truth cuz i know
it gonna happen and i know
its gonna come quick but i dont
wanna think i just wanna live
like i never knew woa but would tht even HELP ME

♥chorus♥
and when i heard this i thought it meant id never see you
never see you again
all my fear combined into one and i thought
will this be the end you'll never know
cuz if all your possesions get left behind i know 1 thing that wont
your feelings inside yeaahh...your feelings inside

♥verse 2♥
please dont get mad at me im mad too
it wont help if i never see you
when im gone i promise to call
i keep my head held high so i dont fall
but whenever i think of doing it
i just break down

♥chorus♥

now dont look at me
dont say a word
i know how ya feel
and dont wanna feel it again
im sick of being sad
im sick of being mad
dont wanna waste my time with you yea
..and when i first heard this to tell you the truth...
you were the first one who popped into my head
and i thought id never see you anymore or again
but i know that when i call it will make me feel better!

♥chorus♥

*new song

2005-10-12T15:06:00.000-07:00

v have you ever took a walk
e just so you could talk,
r to yourself about him
s cuz now i realize
e i gotta take that time
1 but do i..........

c do i love him
h are do i just like him
o cuz love gets me
r happy
u then it makes me sad
s lovee is making me way to madd
and im afriad...

v i just dont wanna get hurt
e i just dont wanna cry
r im so scared when i loook into your eyes
s but then when you hug me
e i wish youd never let go-o
2 but then i look into your eyes and think
do i ......

*** chrous***

do i ....... yeah do i..... i dont think i lovee him

i made a song wiht the title bored AND complicated

2005-10-08T14:08:00.000-07:00

lifes too complicated
lifes too boring
thats what they say
well most of 'em anyway
i got a story that im gonna tell
if you sit around saying life is boring
with a big frown
then heres what you do:

chorus
you gotta get up
you gotta get out
lifes a puzzle figure it out
lifes a game you cant always win
but in the end
you'll never forget what ya did
(neva forget what you did ya)

verse:
i can tell you how to have fun
if you promise me to teach me to be bored
cuz i can neva sit there doing nothing no
(i can neva sit doing nothing) because

chorus

follow up:

dont waste your life thinking its boring
i say dont waste your life thinking its too complicated
dont waste your life i say dont waste your life dont waste your life!!!

chorus

i LOVE THIS SONG especially when i sing it!!! lol

love foreva and always
emily charis swinburne

* megan's new song!!!!! *

2005-10-02T16:40:00.000-07:00

what about tomarrow?

verse 1)
have you ever felt like this life ..
this life is just a lie
to see how long you can take
just take this pretty picture and break it
Just break down
yeah a break down

chorus)
im breakin down today
ill b broken by tomarrow
And all i have to cover up my sorrow
is this half broken half hearted smile

verse 2)
Today theres all this sunlight
and ppl talk of dreams
but all my dream i realize
are crushed and mean
so ill break down
tears are poring out

**chorus**

follow up)
this smile dont mean anything
its all just a fake
i can tell yah breaking down
is worse than heart brake

*ohh

ill b broken by tomarrow

N e W ~s o n G

2005-10-01T10:12:00.000-07:00

i love this song....

A gift From CuPiD!!

sombody once told me love is just a gift
a gift from cupid..yeah
but for me cupid never comes
and it makes me feeeeel soo stupid
yeah the only guy i ever had was i guy i didnt want
maybe someday you will see how it feels to be me

*chorus*
but maybe someday
cupid will come by, drop a gift?
maybe someday yeah
love please finally be enough for me yeahah oo

maybe the guy menat for me
just happens to be in another country
with my luck
my guy is prbably a duck
so cupid please com by some day!!!

*beginging*

cool sayings

2005-09-27T15:39:00.000-07:00

i love these sayings...

ou know you're in love when all you can think about is that one special person and you can't stand to be away from them for more then one second. You miss then even though they're standing right next to you. You fall asleep thinking about them, and dream about them every night.

I wish dreams were like wishes, and wishes came true, cause in my dreams I'm always with you.

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control.

Life is not like a pencil, if you make a mistake,it can't be erased. Life is more like a pen, you canse use white out to cover it up , but you'll always be reminded of the spot where u made a mistake .....

~*A kiss is a kiss, till you find the one you love...a hug is just a hug till its the one ur thinkin of..a dream is just a dream till u make it come true..love is just a word till its proven to u*~

I secretly love you, if only you knew. When I think about you my heart stops, and you're always in my thoughts. My love for you is unconditional. The times I think about you arn't additional. I try to talk to you, I really do! If only you knew, how much I love you.

Sometimes I wish I was a little kid again....skinned knees are easier to fix then broken hearts!

im just ~*me*~ and thats all i can be
no more..no less..dont 2nd guess
i love..i laugh..i live..i cry
and sometimes i feel like i wanna die
some days im funny..others im not
sometimes im crazy & hyper and i cant stop
you might love me..

Love is Like a four leaf clover: hard to find but lucky to have.

Who do you turn to when the only person who can stop your crying is the one who made you cry?

No guy is worth crying over, and when you find one that is, he won't make you cry.

*You laugh at my sillest jokes--you put up with my worst moods--you go along with my craziest ideas and you still manage to be my best friend*

-*-Boyfriends stab you in the heart
Friendz stab you in the back
But bestfriends dont carry knives-*-

It's ok to kiss a fool.
It's ok to let a fool kiss you.
But never let a kiss fool you.

Loving you is like breathing... how can I stop?

Everyone wants to be the sun that lights up my life. But I'd rather find my moon...someone who can shine on me during my darkest hours.

neww song!!!

2005-09-25T18:06:00.000-07:00

hey i havent postted in a while and niether has em but i just wanted to put this in cuz i just wrote a new song not evenn em has heard it yett so u guyyz get the first draft lol it might b tha last dependss if u wanna no the tune nd got the digits gimmie a ring nd i might sing it too u!!

verse 1)
xccuse me could u check this out
could u check out now
what my lifes about
cuz lately i only think
about what u think
so tell me what'd do u think
do u think im just a girl
r do u think i could rock ur woo-oorld

chorus)
i thought u should no
im going crazy crazy
like whoa baybee
so pleasee
just shut up and kiss me
shut up and kiss me now

verse 2)
so now that u no
do u even care
do u care inside
do u care out side
do u give crap about me
cuz i love u
does that mean anything too u
cuz u mean so much to me
so whoop-eeee

chorus)
i thought u should no
im going crazy crazy
like whoa baybee
so pleasee
just shut up and kiss me
shut up and kiss me now

well thats all 4 noww
`*mEgan

SHFOOT!

2005-09-21T12:56:00.000-07:00

SHFOOT SHFOOT...see megan tried saying shoe and foot at the same time and thats how it came out lol! im srry i thought that was the most funny thing!!!!

Courtney the idiot of our centuryy!!!!!!!

2005-09-21T12:51:00.000-07:00

urgent newzz!!!!!!!!

former friend of megan nd emily (courtney dibiasio) is a complete and totall meaniee!!!!!!!!!!! she goes on megans sn nd recently deleted all her buddies!!!!!! she also has spread many romours about megan. she acts like a stuck up snob around emily. SHE NEEDS TO GET OVERR THA FACT WE R NOT HER FRIENDS ND STOPP THINKING IT IS JUST A FIGHT THAT WILL SOON END!!! that is all

a news writerr

anotherr song

2005-09-21T12:13:00.000-07:00

heyy its megan also known on this blog as one half the band of bored but complicated this is 1 of my songs: (p.s. i no it sux lol)20

(begging) i like my baggy jeans i wear themm all tha tymm nd i cant wait 4 ur screams when u find out that im too good 4 heartless guyzz like u!

(verse1) so what if i still miss u i can get over this nd this mayy b a good thing i neverr had to give that kiss you wouldnt take it slowly (slowly enough 4 me) nd then u came crawling backk came crawling bakk to me so many times i just cant count but now i relly dont care i shout

(chorus) (im not ur girl ne more) im not the 1 keeping score (im not ur girl ne more) good luck with herr

(verse 2) so sorry that i missed u i m wayy over this nd now i can aplude when u guyz go nd kiss i just never thought it would nd up like this so dont cum crawling bakk cum crawling bakk to me im so happi that iill shotu

[[((<<*chorus*>>))]]

*(*begging*)*

one of my SongS

2005-09-17T17:39:00.000-07:00

ok this was one of my first songs i ever wrote so plzzz dont laugh....plzz and to let you know these have no meaning i just write what i think is real about relationships or whatever

the hardest part of love is saying goodbye
especially when u had such a good beguining
then it got a little rough (*megan*thats us)
a little rough

*chorus*
and i dont wanna say goodbye but you made me cry
i could dye of depression and you broke my all ready
broken heart how could you...you did it once before
now its cut in four...ooooo

(*verse*)
i fought myself over and over again trying to find the good
side of you but theres no end, you said this i said that
you said this...I KNOW THAT (*megan* repeats what i say)
you were lying and i , i was dying....

(*chorus*)

i dont wanna (*magan* dont wanna dont wanna)
say good bye but you made me cry....

i was crying in the night in the night i was crying
however you put it i was foolish to choose you from
the starts and now i....

im saying goodbye cuz you made me cry one to
many times (*megan* now its your turn to be broken)
now its your turn to cry.......

and remember this is just the way i see it happening ok? and dont laugh!!!!!

hey ...

2005-09-17T17:00:00.000-07:00

me, emily and my friend megan...have decided to create a blog on our songs and well we are trying to start a band so see ya on the other side!